I need a full blown back rub

So I'm sitting here, watching commercials and hating nearly all of them because they are so cheesy. That is my future career and now I am worried.

I don't have any new years resolutions this year. There is nothing I can think of right now. I do have a good feeling about this year, I feel it down in my bones, down in my soul. Despite the fact that New Years Eve/Day could be considered a huge mess due to the fact that I am now out basically $700 I could not afford to lose, I still had the most amazing time. If I could just keep on repeating those good times I've had in the last year, if I can continue to meet all these amazing people, if I can still produce worth while designs by challenge what I know, if I can still dance underneath those neon lights, and most importantly, if I can still take those photos that make me happy, 2008 will just be memorable.

SO I guess I give a summary of break and then a summary of new years, right?:
1)I am crawling out of my skin, I just want to go back to school so badly. I know I am missing out on so much with the limits of being home. I make my sketches, I read a bit more, but I know this is the most unproductive I've been in a while. I sleep in so late, and then don't actually start functioning in the mental department until 8, where I make something or go out. I am facebook CONSTANTLY, and hate myself for it.
2)But I do get to see my friends, and I have missed them all so much and there is still a crap load of people I have yet to see (BARI). I feel like I am reliving moments that happened five months ago, which isn't... which mean... I have changed so much in the last five months. I don't have have sense of worry anymore. I don't need other people to make me happy.
So I found a list of things I wanted for 2007:
New Years resolutions: 1.To become more focused  2.To have more passion for everything 3.Get in to college 4.Love Life
I think I completed all of those... I know I completed all of those

So New Years Eve/Day:
So I was robbed, My flash, lens, new ipod, 60 dollars, atm card, drivers id, learners permit, high school id, library cards, collected business cards, store cards, pants, flannel and make-up. LOVELY. Other than that, it was amazing. Everyone (with the exception of a few) was so chill. I didn't vomit, I just danced. Everything I wanted from that day I got, plus a little more. But Every part of my body aches, oh well.

Side note: Past demons are coming back, and i honestly think only one person on this earth will understand.