MOVING YET AGAIN

WOW Blogspot, I hardly knew you but I'm gonna move on to bigger and better things. I'll look at you fondly and remember our good times.

MY OWN WEBSITE BITCHEZZZZ: www.ELAANISVITAL.com 

Something to hold me over until I get more photos

Oh degrassi, so silly, yet so perfect. New glasses too.

Things have happened in life, but I feel the need to write a letter.

Dear friends,
I love you, I love you more than this letter will ever do the job of describing. I love you all for so many different reasons but no one can take away the fact that I would fight for you, and for a select few, I would even die for you.
Sometimes I wish i wasn't so socially awkward, that i could be so witty all the time, and i wish i didn't like to have those odd silences . I figure that you understand that is part of the package. The fact that you chose to call me a friend makes every single one of my days that much better. Knowing that there is never a day when i don't have one of you to speak to makes LIFE that much better. I know that friendships are rare to find, but I feel that most of you I can honestly see sitting down with at some elderly age (if I don't die tragically before) talking about "those crazy kids and their new culture".
Maybe I'm being childish, or just overly romantic in a sense, but I'm so fucking lucky to call you (all of you) a friend. A list would be impossible because there are so many of you. Even if I've met you in the last couple of months, or I've known you since the 3rd grade and we've had a falling out, if I consider you a friend I still love you, I'll still fight for you because you've affected me in such a profound way it still shakes me today. I love you, I never ever say that because I'm so withdrawn, but it is a new year, and I want you to know I love you.

About the things that have happened, I'll talk about them when I figure everything out. You men, HA! As for for now, here is the radiohead web cast for new years eve. All 52 plus minutes of it. enjoy it alllllll.

I need a full blown back rub

So I'm sitting here, watching commercials and hating nearly all of them because they are so cheesy. That is my future career and now I am worried.

I don't have any new years resolutions this year. There is nothing I can think of right now. I do have a good feeling about this year, I feel it down in my bones, down in my soul. Despite the fact that New Years Eve/Day could be considered a huge mess due to the fact that I am now out basically $700 I could not afford to lose, I still had the most amazing time. If I could just keep on repeating those good times I've had in the last year, if I can continue to meet all these amazing people, if I can still produce worth while designs by challenge what I know, if I can still dance underneath those neon lights, and most importantly, if I can still take those photos that make me happy, 2008 will just be memorable.

SO I guess I give a summary of break and then a summary of new years, right?:
1)I am crawling out of my skin, I just want to go back to school so badly. I know I am missing out on so much with the limits of being home. I make my sketches, I read a bit more, but I know this is the most unproductive I've been in a while. I sleep in so late, and then don't actually start functioning in the mental department until 8, where I make something or go out. I am facebook CONSTANTLY, and hate myself for it.
2)But I do get to see my friends, and I have missed them all so much and there is still a crap load of people I have yet to see (BARI). I feel like I am reliving moments that happened five months ago, which isn't... which mean... I have changed so much in the last five months. I don't have have sense of worry anymore. I don't need other people to make me happy.
So I found a list of things I wanted for 2007:
New Years resolutions: 1.To become more focused  2.To have more passion for everything 3.Get in to college 4.Love Life
I think I completed all of those... I know I completed all of those

So New Years Eve/Day:
So I was robbed, My flash, lens, new ipod, 60 dollars, atm card, drivers id, learners permit, high school id, library cards, collected business cards, store cards, pants, flannel and make-up. LOVELY. Other than that, it was amazing. Everyone (with the exception of a few) was so chill. I didn't vomit, I just danced. Everything I wanted from that day I got, plus a little more. But Every part of my body aches, oh well.

Side note: Past demons are coming back, and i honestly think only one person on this earth will understand.